Speakof.theheart

I warn you. Don’t read if you are scared of accident, blood or something like that or maybe worse.  What would you do when something bad happen in front of your eyes? What would you feel when you see it?  I cried all day long. And I found myself still crying while typing this. And I guess I have a little trauma today.  There was 4 little baby bird trying to cross a street. And they were soo cute. Line up in pair and walking together. They took about 3 minutes to cross half of the street and when they were so near to the end, a car or most accurate is proton saga rush of and … hit one of the little bird. In front of my eyes. The three were frozen at that sight and so do I. Looking at their friend or sister or  brother kena lenyek depan mata diorang. Kau rasa ? They were still small in size and of course they couldn't fly at first. So what do you expect? that they run like a lightning ? Whaatt … There was nothing left when I tried to save it. There was...

Okay . Assalamualaikum and hai for you who read this . I'm updating this on phone so I don't know what it would looks like on my blog. I feel like tonight will be a long night. Because i cant watch TV and my laptop is nowhere to found plus data in my phone is getting low. And people are too busy with their work. Okayh what I really want to say here eh ? HMMMMMM OH ITS BEEN A WEEK SINCE MY MIDTERM EXAM and i dont know what the result would turn out. My life is being miserable i guess, for this two weeks. *Rasa macam aku bercerita pulak aih ... K See the picture ? Yepp , I've been holding on towards it . Since I know what to do in my life hahahahahahahahaha. Just want to share it with you gaiss, mana lah tau boleh jadi pembakar semangat untuk hangpa semua :) *p/s : Yang kembar pakai baju sama tu , belanja selfie sikit. Yang serabai tu, tolong sikat rambut. Yang cun-cun, ayu-ayu tu jangan lupa doa sebelum makan hahahahahahaha. Kepada si riang-riang , apesal kau tak boleh b...

The scariest thing in my life is a dream See, I’m a lot lonelier than I seem I’m afraid to fall asleep Because I feel the nightmares creep In one nightmare I’m alone No one but me is in my zone I pray to god for just one friend But I’m alone until the end Another dream it starts the same But the way it ends brings more pain In this dream I have friends to see But it’s not long before they leave In both dreams I feel depressed My mind can’t take all the duress And that’s about when it appears To put an end to all my fears It seems such a little thing For all the relief that it brings A small white bottle filled with pills I take them all, my pain it kills At first I die then I awaken Disappointed, feeling shaken That dream-death seemed so appealing An end to thought and pain and feeling Every night my dream self dies Without so much as a goodbye But there I am in my bed Still alive but no less dead

Hye and assalamualaikum , Aku ternampak satu post ni di tumblr, I’m kinda a tumblr-addict anyway. Cerita tentang teman. Bukan niat untuk curi idea si dia, tapi pinjam kata-katanya untuk dijadikan cerita. Inilah kata-kata si gadispianist : " Dalam hidup ini mesti akad ada sorang kawan yang kau rasa dia bukanlah sesiapa tapi dah macam part of your life, your family, semua cerita hidup kau sampai ke kisah family kau dia tahu. Waktu kau susah, waktu kau sakit, waktu kau dapat berita gembira ke atau time tu kau tengah menangis sampai taktau nak luah kat sesiapa, orang pertama yang kau cari adalah dia. Yang hari-hari kau bosan dialah orang pertama yang kau texting,yang kau ajak hang out yang kau rasa tak bestnya pergi mana-mana kalau tak ada dia. Yang kalau keluar pastu terjumpa barang feveret or makanan feveret dia ke mesti kau teringat. Yang selalu tanya kau dah makan ke belum, sihat ke tidak,pergi mana-mana kasi tahu. Yang selalu beri kau kata-kata semangat walau time t...

Hai Assalamualaikum hihi. Guess what, harini kan amik result spm. And heww habis satu chapter.  My result ? Not interesting but Alhamdulillah . I can’t write tonight . But still I want to share . First of all, thank you to all my friends and teachers and especially my parents. Even my result is not like I wanted, but they gave me hope, gave me advice and so on. I’m really grateful for them who doesn’t ask me about my result or compare it to the highest. And I’m really grateful too for them who understand me. Hahaha ni nak bagi ucapan ke nak share ni adoyai. But still ! I’m really grateful. And congratulations to Salwa, Aida, Amin, Faiz, Amal, Kimi, Zul, Akram, Ayuni, and Imran !! Did I miss anyone else…? Okay dunno. Really proud of them hihi And thanks too for them who comforted me especially RAIHANA KIUTTTT ! Muah muaah ! Because of her , I became more courage, became more ease and even though we didn’t see each other much she still by my side. Cuddle konon eh, aku sleep ...

You can dream Nobody can stop Live with your dream And fly freely ; The dream is alive The dream is yours Why asking ? Why bothering ? Nobody cares about your dream Make your personal imagination comes true  🌾 

When people ask me, “ What will you do in your future ? “ I’ll said ; My dream is, I wanna own a bookstore + library + cafe . Before I achieve that, I’m gonna make sure I’ll study smart . And in my study, I just don’t want the certification, I want knowledge. For that is a must.  And when people ask, “Why would you wanna build something like that ?” I’ll said ; Because, I would be very happy if teenagers spend there and gain some knowledge rather than spending their time at shopping mall. And, place like that will not bore them because that is their style. Hanging and chatting. Plus some reading, it would be very good isn’t ? Reading is to mind what exercise is to the body. It is wholesome and bracing for the mind to have faculties kept on the stretch - Frank M. Garafola