Speakof.theheart

The scariest thing in my life is a dream See, I’m a lot lonelier than I seem I’m afraid to fall asleep Because I feel the nightmares creep In one nightmare I’m alone No one but me is in my zone I pray to god for just one friend But I’m alone until the end Another dream it starts the same But the way it ends brings more pain In this dream I have friends to see But it’s not long before they leave In both dreams I feel depressed My mind can’t take all the duress And that’s about when it appears To put an end to all my fears It seems such a little thing For all the relief that it brings A small white bottle filled with pills I take them all, my pain it kills At first I die then I awaken Disappointed, feeling shaken That dream-death seemed so appealing An end to thought and pain and feeling Every night my dream self dies Without so much as a goodbye But there I am in my bed Still alive but no less dead

Hye and assalamualaikum , Aku ternampak satu post ni di tumblr, I’m kinda a tumblr-addict anyway. Cerita tentang teman. Bukan niat untuk curi idea si dia, tapi pinjam kata-katanya untuk dijadikan cerita. Inilah kata-kata si gadispianist : " Dalam hidup ini mesti akad ada sorang kawan yang kau rasa dia bukanlah sesiapa tapi dah macam part of your life, your family, semua cerita hidup kau sampai ke kisah family kau dia tahu. Waktu kau susah, waktu kau sakit, waktu kau dapat berita gembira ke atau time tu kau tengah menangis sampai taktau nak luah kat sesiapa, orang pertama yang kau cari adalah dia. Yang hari-hari kau bosan dialah orang pertama yang kau texting,yang kau ajak hang out yang kau rasa tak bestnya pergi mana-mana kalau tak ada dia. Yang kalau keluar pastu terjumpa barang feveret or makanan feveret dia ke mesti kau teringat. Yang selalu tanya kau dah makan ke belum, sihat ke tidak,pergi mana-mana kasi tahu. Yang selalu beri kau kata-kata semangat walau time t...

Hai Assalamualaikum hihi. Guess what, harini kan amik result spm. And heww habis satu chapter.  My result ? Not interesting but Alhamdulillah . I can’t write tonight . But still I want to share . First of all, thank you to all my friends and teachers and especially my parents. Even my result is not like I wanted, but they gave me hope, gave me advice and so on. I’m really grateful for them who doesn’t ask me about my result or compare it to the highest. And I’m really grateful too for them who understand me. Hahaha ni nak bagi ucapan ke nak share ni adoyai. But still ! I’m really grateful. And congratulations to Salwa, Aida, Amin, Faiz, Amal, Kimi, Zul, Akram, Ayuni, and Imran !! Did I miss anyone else…? Okay dunno. Really proud of them hihi And thanks too for them who comforted me especially RAIHANA KIUTTTT ! Muah muaah ! Because of her , I became more courage, became more ease and even though we didn’t see each other much she still by my side. Cuddle konon eh, aku sleep ...