Speakof.theheart

The scariest thing in my life is a dream See, I’m a lot lonelier than I seem I’m afraid to fall asleep Because I feel the nightmares creep In one nightmare I’m alone No one but me is in my zone I pray to god for just one friend But I’m alone until the end Another dream it starts the same But the way it ends brings more pain In this dream I have friends to see But it’s not long before they leave In both dreams I feel depressed My mind can’t take all the duress And that’s about when it appears To put an end to all my fears It seems such a little thing For all the relief that it brings A small white bottle filled with pills I take them all, my pain it kills At first I die then I awaken Disappointed, feeling shaken That dream-death seemed so appealing An end to thought and pain and feeling Every night my dream self dies Without so much as a goodbye But there I am in my bed Still alive but no less dead

Hye and assalamualaikum , Aku ternampak satu post ni di tumblr, I’m kinda a tumblr-addict anyway. Cerita tentang teman. Bukan niat untuk curi idea si dia, tapi pinjam kata-katanya untuk dijadikan cerita. Inilah kata-kata si gadispianist : " Dalam hidup ini mesti akad ada sorang kawan yang kau rasa dia bukanlah sesiapa tapi dah macam part of your life, your family, semua cerita hidup kau sampai ke kisah family kau dia tahu. Waktu kau susah, waktu kau sakit, waktu kau dapat berita gembira ke atau time tu kau tengah menangis sampai taktau nak luah kat sesiapa, orang pertama yang kau cari adalah dia. Yang hari-hari kau bosan dialah orang pertama yang kau texting,yang kau ajak hang out yang kau rasa tak bestnya pergi mana-mana kalau tak ada dia. Yang kalau keluar pastu terjumpa barang feveret or makanan feveret dia ke mesti kau teringat. Yang selalu tanya kau dah makan ke belum, sihat ke tidak,pergi mana-mana kasi tahu. Yang selalu beri kau kata-kata semangat walau time t...

Hai Assalamualaikum hihi. Guess what, harini kan amik result spm. And heww habis satu chapter.  My result ? Not interesting but Alhamdulillah . I can’t write tonight . But still I want to share . First of all, thank you to all my friends and teachers and especially my parents. Even my result is not like I wanted, but they gave me hope, gave me advice and so on. I’m really grateful for them who doesn’t ask me about my result or compare it to the highest. And I’m really grateful too for them who understand me. Hahaha ni nak bagi ucapan ke nak share ni adoyai. But still ! I’m really grateful. And congratulations to Salwa, Aida, Amin, Faiz, Amal, Kimi, Zul, Akram, Ayuni, and Imran !! Did I miss anyone else…? Okay dunno. Really proud of them hihi And thanks too for them who comforted me especially RAIHANA KIUTTTT ! Muah muaah ! Because of her , I became more courage, became more ease and even though we didn’t see each other much she still by my side. Cuddle konon eh, aku sleep ...

You can dream Nobody can stop Live with your dream And fly freely ; The dream is alive The dream is yours Why asking ? Why bothering ? Nobody cares about your dream Make your personal imagination comes true  🌾 

When people ask me, “ What will you do in your future ? “ I’ll said ; My dream is, I wanna own a bookstore + library + cafe . Before I achieve that, I’m gonna make sure I’ll study smart . And in my study, I just don’t want the certification, I want knowledge. For that is a must.  And when people ask, “Why would you wanna build something like that ?” I’ll said ; Because, I would be very happy if teenagers spend there and gain some knowledge rather than spending their time at shopping mall. And, place like that will not bore them because that is their style. Hanging and chatting. Plus some reading, it would be very good isn’t ? Reading is to mind what exercise is to the body. It is wholesome and bracing for the mind to have faculties kept on the stretch - Frank M. Garafola

Hey guys, umm well today is the registration day of STAM. It's going well but there was slightly trouble. Yeah I've finished the what-to-do-and-what-to-buy sort of things. On my way to school this morning, I searched for my identity card (IC) and I found nowhere ! At first I just calm down cuz I thought that mum held it from yesterday. When I ask her, she said "no, its not with me". How terrific I am at that moment ! I searched thoroughly , here and there. I felt like I just wanna shake the whole house. Mum started babbling to me, said that I was mistaken and cuai and bla bla bla .. Lastly, I had to do a report at police station, saying that I lost my IC. Luckily the inspector in charge was not so furious , lol. So in the end , I had to do a new IC. Been charged for MYR80 and my photo taken were.. such a - lol . So tired from this. But Alhamdulillah I survived today challenges. Hew.

Dear Jenny Han, I read your book called To All The Boys I’ve Loved Before. It’s amazing at first. How the letters had been sent by an anonymous. How Lara Jean’s fake relay become her love life. And how she arranged their family after her sister went to Scotland. The flow of the story is phenomenal ! You wrote the story like it was your story. Incredible ! I love it. But I’m also frustrated of how the ending. Ugh, you should write some more about the ending of Lara Jean’s love life. Or you wanted the readers to assume the ending ? It’s mysterious duh. If you want me to tell the ending , I would say Lara Jean and Peter Kavinsky become a true couple. While her sister, Margot have a long-lasting relationship with John. Hahaha such a cliche. Well at least it have an ending (for me).  BTW, overall, I love your story !!!  Yours, D