Speakof.theheart

Assalamualaikum there.  Hey it has been a long time I didn’t write here. And my head cramp ouch its hurt because dah lama sangat tak menulis. Grammar tunggang terbalik mintak ampun ye.  First of all, ramadhan kareem for all muslims in the world. Semoga ramadhan kali ini lebih baik daripada tahun-tahun sebelumnya. So today is the first day of fasting, how was it? Ngeh... I’m having stomachache hahahaha so funneyh !  Second, I can’t wait for my degree intake this september. Its have been 6 months I’m at home and had to wait for another 3 months roughly for continue my study. But Alhamdulillah, I’ve spent two weeks at the Two Holy Mosque in the world; Masjid Nabawi, Madinah and Masjidil Haram, Mekah. Green Dome, Makam Rasulullah (Peace Be Upon Him), Masjid Nabawi, Madinah. Where all the peace took place. The place that shine so bright. Kaabah, Masjidil Haram, Mekah. The place you wouldn't want to leave. I’m grateful to Allah for giving m...

What would you do when you are upset over something? Some might say they hear their favourite music, exercise to make them forget or even eat a bar of chocolate. Well for me, I imagine. Sometimes, when I feel sad or angry or another negative feelings fill me up, I took a moment, sitting alone and ignore the surrounding. People might say I daydreaming or something but as you know, at that moment, I sketch my wonderland in front of me. Not by pencil or a pen, but just imagination. It is enough for me to bring back my happiness.  I would imagine that I’m at the airport, buying my ticket to random places and hope on that plane. By the time I arrived at my destination, I would search for 5 star hotel and live in a luxury suite. Pretending that I am that I’m one of the rich people.  Another day, I would imagine that I’m traveling with my buddies to random beach and go surfing. When the reality is, I can’t swim.  I would imagine that I’m sky-d...

#Sebelum baca entry ni, sila play lagu Bersama Bersatu. KENA PLAY ! Assalamualaikum :) Alkisah nya tentang kem … huhuhu “ Weh, macam mana ni weh …. alaaa taknak pergi lahh …. masa tak cukup dooo , final dah nak dekat …. kau rasa ?” Haa itulah perasaan mula-mula sebut pasal kem. Dan sampai hari kem tu pun, masih tak percaya yg aku kena pergi kem ni. Well, it’s not about kem jati diri something-like-that tapi ini kem , kem kami. Kem untuk STAMMERS. Kem untuk buat kami mendapat sebuah kejayaan.  3 Oktober - 4 oktober ; Tarikh keramat , kem ini berjalan dengan lancar. Perasaan bercampur-baur sepanjang aku berada di kem. Tak suka, sedih, sakit, gembira, gelak ketawa…. semua ada, macam-macam adaa. Yelah mana taknya tak suka, satu sebab keadaan kem tu, dengan biliknya macam kabin and satu sebab lagi bilik airnya, payah lah nak cakap (alhamdulillah masih ada air) walaupun terpaksa mandi dlm bilik air lelaki . Hahahahaha kesian mereka terpaksa tungguu kami mandi lam...

Well hey again there . Its been so long I didn't share something here . Writing mode was off back then because I was really pack with my studies , exams and some shit-and-beauty of life . I realised that some of my friends are heading to their final of semester 1, and me , I have a month before my really-final-exam . I tell you study life is seriously tiring but it is what that can make us to be useful in the future . There is no wasted time in studies . So don’t be bored . I have a month to complete all the weakness and gather all my strength to boom my result . And I’m sure I can do it . It’s nothing if you just at the same level from where you begin until you finish the game . Try challenge yourself to the upper level . And believe in yourself . Trust in Allah . Think about your parents . Think about you , yourself . Ask yourself, what would you be another next ten years ?  I wrote this for encouraging myself because I was doomed with my trial result earlier . It’s seri...

I warn you. Don’t read if you are scared of accident, blood or something like that or maybe worse.  What would you do when something bad happen in front of your eyes? What would you feel when you see it?  I cried all day long. And I found myself still crying while typing this. And I guess I have a little trauma today.  There was 4 little baby bird trying to cross a street. And they were soo cute. Line up in pair and walking together. They took about 3 minutes to cross half of the street and when they were so near to the end, a car or most accurate is proton saga rush of and … hit one of the little bird. In front of my eyes. The three were frozen at that sight and so do I. Looking at their friend or sister or  brother kena lenyek depan mata diorang. Kau rasa ? They were still small in size and of course they couldn't fly at first. So what do you expect? that they run like a lightning ? Whaatt … There was nothing left when I tried to save it. There was...

Okay . Assalamualaikum and hai for you who read this . I'm updating this on phone so I don't know what it would looks like on my blog. I feel like tonight will be a long night. Because i cant watch TV and my laptop is nowhere to found plus data in my phone is getting low. And people are too busy with their work. Okayh what I really want to say here eh ? HMMMMMM OH ITS BEEN A WEEK SINCE MY MIDTERM EXAM and i dont know what the result would turn out. My life is being miserable i guess, for this two weeks. *Rasa macam aku bercerita pulak aih ... K See the picture ? Yepp , I've been holding on towards it . Since I know what to do in my life hahahahahahahahaha. Just want to share it with you gaiss, mana lah tau boleh jadi pembakar semangat untuk hangpa semua :) *p/s : Yang kembar pakai baju sama tu , belanja selfie sikit. Yang serabai tu, tolong sikat rambut. Yang cun-cun, ayu-ayu tu jangan lupa doa sebelum makan hahahahahahaha. Kepada si riang-riang , apesal kau tak boleh b...

The scariest thing in my life is a dream See, I’m a lot lonelier than I seem I’m afraid to fall asleep Because I feel the nightmares creep In one nightmare I’m alone No one but me is in my zone I pray to god for just one friend But I’m alone until the end Another dream it starts the same But the way it ends brings more pain In this dream I have friends to see But it’s not long before they leave In both dreams I feel depressed My mind can’t take all the duress And that’s about when it appears To put an end to all my fears It seems such a little thing For all the relief that it brings A small white bottle filled with pills I take them all, my pain it kills At first I die then I awaken Disappointed, feeling shaken That dream-death seemed so appealing An end to thought and pain and feeling Every night my dream self dies Without so much as a goodbye But there I am in my bed Still alive but no less dead